I am simply at lost of words. Today I finally come to a point that I will not plant any hope anymore, not this time around. Perhaps I have hanged around way too long, and it is not worth my time at all. Or I was too strong headed to think that things will change if I handle this differently, and apparently it will never be. I am not saying this out of anger, but this is the truth which I have to acknowledge. Prolly I don’t belong here in the first place, no matter how hard I tried to fit in. My motivation has run dry and I don’t see the passion anymore. The way things run around here is taking its toll and I’m kinda jaded. Since yesterday, I practically have to drag myself outta bed, not feeling the enthusiastic to conquer the challenges that fall upon me anymore.
As the old sayin “Accept what can’t be change, and change what you can’t accept”. And seriously I really can’t do this anymore. I guess it is a sign from God that I should move on from my current position.
Quote of the day:
“The worst bankruptcy in the world is the person who has lost his enthusiasm.” H. W. Arnold quotes