Read through few of my previous post, realize I was quite bitter back then. With all the remarks I made on other ppl when things did not seems to go the way I expected, is not something pleasant. A friend of mine, reminded me that WHO am I to judge others when I am less perfect? This make me ponder, since when I have become someone which likes to pass judgment on ppl around me? Since when I have become a hateful person, and this hateful habit is slowly creeping in me without me realizing that I am slowly pushing the love ones away?
There are moment when I realize who matters, who never did, and who always will. I am glad that they still stick with me, no matter what I did or said or sometimes when I show them the hidden part of not so nice side. I guess it's true people change all the times, and as time flies we will slowly discover flaws and it is up to me entirely, should I accept that as part of who they are instead of judging them. I guess it's time for me to change too, I should not make a big fuss out of everything and accept things with a huge heart, just like they how they love me for who I am. I know I've done quite a numbers of wrong thing, and let's hope I will do something right this time.
PS: Eeekkk... why I become so emo suddenly?