The Last

Today was one of my saddest moment, facing something which I foresee this quite sometime back. Though I know it will come, but when this hit me, I can't control my emotion. I just lose my grip. I guess you're right, you have to be cruel to be kind. Thanks for being so kind to me, I really appreciate this.

Now will be the last time I'm gonna dwell on this, and I mean it.

Quote of the day *Finally I have learned the hard way when to try harder and when to walk away*

LEO and VIRGO = Power Combo

It is known that people which born under the sign of LEO tends to be pompous, patronizing, bossy and dogmatic, while for VIRGO, he/she tends to be fussy, a worrier, overcritical, harsh, and conservative
So what do you get when you combined both? That’s ME, Kelly Lee, cuz so happen my birth date sometimes falls at the end of LEO and beginning of VIRGO. Disaster isn’t it? For those who know me well enough, I’m sure the traits mentioned above is SO ME sometimes rite? Dun have to lie ok, we are kawan baik, so you better tell me the truth ok… keke
Sometimes when my life hit the rock bottom, I will keep running to ppl around me to whine, nag and complain. I get various advices from all of u but somehow being the typical me, I’m kinda stubborn you see (I know you’re nodding your head now lo). Though before I asked you guys for the next action step, I already know what I’m gonna do next and what I really want, just that I need some assurance from you guys that you will still support me no matter what. I think I will have you guys to hold my hands when I fall rite?
Ahhh… it’s just another painful struggle between heart and mind and guess wot? Usually your heart WIN.

Let’s pray for the next Saturday’s session. *Turn to Mei Li, I know I should not expect so much but somehow I can’t help it lo ok… *sigh*

PS: ATTN to Raymond Chong, this is the reply to your VIRGO post keke

In search for PICKLED PLUM

Fruit Basket is one of my all time favourite anime and there’s one of the quote which engrave in my mind deeply. In one of the scene, Tohru Honda made a remark to Kyo Kun that there is an umeboshi (pickled plum) on your back. It was believed that everyone is an ONIGIRI and with different flavor of umeboshi, which is stuck on their back. Umeboshi in an onigiri is like someone's good qualities stuck to their back. You may not see your own umeboshi except the people around you cuz it is so visible to them, and sometimes that’s what make you stand out from the rest, a unique person which no one can replace.
Throughout 27 years, I have encountered hundreds of people, and I am glad that I found quite a numbers of you, my favourite onigiri. You guys know who you are!! My days are filled with happiness and blessing and I am delighted that I will always have you guys to fall my back on when things hit the rock bottom and also to share my happy moments. I HEART YOU ALL!!

PS: To this special friend, I do wonder what kind of ONIGIRI I am to YOU? Sometimes I wish I really can read what’s running through your mind? Is it true that I know you way better than anyone else that you know of?

When life hands you lemons, ask for tequila and salt!!

Read through few of my previous post, realize I was quite bitter back then. With all the remarks I made on other ppl when things did not seems to go the way I expected, is not something pleasant. A friend of mine, reminded me that WHO am I to judge others when I am less perfect? This make me ponder, since when I have become someone which likes to pass judgment on ppl around me? Since when I have become a hateful person, and this hateful habit is slowly creeping in me without me realizing that I am slowly pushing the love ones away?
There are moment when I realize who matters, who never did, and who always will. I am glad that they still stick with me, no matter what I did or said or sometimes when I show them the hidden part of not so nice side. I guess it's true people change all the times, and as time flies we will slowly discover flaws and it is up to me entirely, should I accept that as part of who they are instead of judging them. I guess it's time for me to change too, I should not make a big fuss out of everything and accept things with a huge heart, just like they how they love me for who I am. I know I've done quite a numbers of wrong thing, and let's hope I will do something right this time.

PS: Eeekkk... why I become so emo suddenly?

Where's my exuberance sword?

I am simply at lost of words. Today I finally come to a point that I will not plant any hope anymore, not this time around. Perhaps I have hanged around way too long, and it is not worth my time at all. Or I was too strong headed to think that things will change if I handle this differently, and apparently it will never be. I am not saying this out of anger, but this is the truth which I have to acknowledge. Prolly I don’t belong here in the first place, no matter how hard I tried to fit in. My motivation has run dry and I don’t see the passion anymore. The way things run around here is taking its toll and I’m kinda jaded. Since yesterday, I practically have to drag myself outta bed, not feeling the enthusiastic to conquer the challenges that fall upon me anymore.
As the old sayin “Accept what can’t be change, and change what you can’t accept”. And seriously I really can’t do this anymore. I guess it is a sign from God that I should move on from my current position.

Quote of the day:
“The worst bankruptcy in the world is the person who has lost his enthusiasm.” H. W. Arnold quotes

Secret....

Can anyone guess what is this?



No????


Closer look at it....


Still dunno what is this?

hmmmm stay tune... will let you know in a month time if THIS THING work or not ok? Then I shall reveal what's this..

:P

Sumthin.....

bout me

1) I output 2 to 3 times a day.
2) Can be quite temperamental at times
3) I think I like my job despite I whine, nag and complain about it all the times
4) I am currently addicted to the black soya powder drinks and cereal drinks which I
bought from a vegetarian shop near my home. My sis thinks that I'm totally nuts
and ala ala organic
5) Avoid dinner at all cause but still manage to gain weight... *sigh* I am no
longer the stay skinny Kelly which consume 6 full meals a day
6) Secretly wish that I am taller
7) I need a dream catcher
8) I can be quite ignorant or should I say stubborn at times, knowingly that there
are certain things which need to be done, or said but I choose the easy way out
9) I hate people which is not punctual and yet I am late for appointments and
hangouts with my friends
10) I hate it when my phone rings now cuz it was not something good, it gotta be
some disaster calls from client which I need to solve immediately

In conclusion, my life is pretty much lame and boring. I need a new direction. Any suggestions?

The continuation to CODE

Ever since Da Vinci Code, I have been praying, hoping and waiting for them to roll Angels & Demons. FY can’t join us cuz she watched it on Thursday *darn* and Jacy can’t join us cuz she’s afraid of scary movie (she thought so, derived from the movie title keke) and only opt for cartoons *sigh* And Ivy can’t join cuz she’s busy with work, poor gal.

So I have no choice but to drag CJ and Loubei aka Loubei for our usual movie outings. I just hope that the movie version is as good as the book. While waiting for the late night movie (no choice lo since it’s all fully booked) we decided to crash over to Kim Gary to yumchar first.

As usual Raymond is late lo, and by the time he arrive, he sat down and get busy with his phone. He said it’s something important he has to deal with, but I suspect it could be someone hehehe

Trying to look normal

No, I am not fat as claimed by CJ

Handsome or not?

While Loubei & CJ put me on their VIP (very ignored person)list and this is me busy with self entertaining, camwhoring.

After few serious shot, CJ suggest for some farnee shots. Here you go:

Trying to look cute look of Loubei & CJ

Me trying to plant a big smooch on Loubei (He's my cousin wei... what were you thinking... !@$%^)

CJ’s trying to look cute, which makes him look yummy that Loubei is…..

Me and my YES sign

Me and my YES sign

Though they claimed they are hingdai of DN5, somehow I can feel that CJ has this special things for Loubei *wonders*


VERDICT on Angels & Demons: Yup, it's all good. Am looking forward for the release of The Lost Symbol on September 2009 *Hopeful eyes*

PS: Do you know that, Angels & Demons was written before The Da Vinci Code?

It's a small world after all!!

Have you ever deliberate what sort impression or mark that you’d like to leave behind when you leave a company/organization? Some may think it doesn’t matter how their soon-to-be-ex-colleague think of them as they are going to be ex-colleague anyway. Am I right?
You’re so wrong if you think it’s alright to be Bitch of all Bitches on the very last few weeks of employment. Well, from my experience (not like I have been working for ages but heck, this is my 4th years since I entered working work and currently attached to the 3rd job) I think it’s vital to keep all in good condition, no matter how you can’t wait to get out of there because you might never know when they will become your colleague or boss again in the next employment *Jeng jeng jeng jeng* Does this ring a bell to you?
Well not like I am encouraging you to be two face but… I always belief that in *There’s no eternal enemy or eternal friends* So why bother to switch on the BITCH MODE and keep grudges towards the unfavorable people that you worked with when you know someday you might bump into them again and who knows, it is their turn to turn your life into HELL.
Enough of babbling here, just a thought from my heart. And for those which think that colleague can never be Friends, I can prove you wrong. That’s because I found Jenn - my best friend, and other great pals while I was working.


















Me and Jenn *Best friend foreva* - known Jenn for 10 yrs ++ via summer break part time @ SoxWorld


















Me & Joanne - get to know Joanne via summer break part time @ TOPSHOP. She's in England now, can't wait for her to be back


















Me & Pheng - my ex manager @ Marcus Evans. Did I mentioned that we shared the same burfday, as in same day same month and same year?


















Me & Chloe - ex colleagues from HSBC.
She's secretly known as Siu Moh Kwai (Lil Monster) to me and Fabian kekeke so now it's not a secret anymore




















Me & Mei Li - she's my ex colleague from Marcus Evans and so happen she's Chloe's good friends. Small world eh??


PS: Check out this article, a resignation letter of a JP Morgan employee, which I think the content is quite hilarious lo. For full content, you may logon to http://www.theblackpawn.com/resignation-letter-of-a-j-p-morgan-chase-employee-who-quit-just-over-2-weeks-back.php/comment-page-1

3D at PD

It’s almost 8 years since Me, Jacy, Ady and Flubear known each other. We hang out every day during college times and though we have entered the working world, we will still meet up as often as we can. But but but…. though we are like so BFF, but we have never gone to any vacation trip before. So we thought that it will be good to go for one, and we decided to start with the local location before venture into other region.

So on the Easter week, we book ourselves a 3D (Drink, drunk, drown) trip at Avillion PD to celebrate Jacy’s burfday and AD’s special announcement day. As each of us are kinda busy, we will only checked in for one night. Arrival time: 4.30pm Saturday

Our water chalet. Nice kan?

Ady CHOP her bed first (Actually she’s quite kiasu though she acknowledge that she’s only KIASU when shopping)

Our liquor… (it’s only 2 bottles shown here, we have another 3 bottles hiding)

Though it’s still early, but we got shit loads of liquors, so we decided to start the drinking session early. Cheers to our friendship, many more years to come!!!

FluBear with BearHead (this BearHead belong to Flubear actually)

Jacy aka THE EVIL TWINS to KLEE (Yes, she's the evil one)

Jacy with BearHead

Heading out for Dinner

After the snacking and drinking session, we went to SeaView Restaurant for dinner. Food there is alright, but we expected more lo, will give it a 6/10 la. Then we went hunting for Vanilla IceCream to go with Kahlua. The whole nite was purely drinking and dishing on each others dirty lil secret. Kekeke…. Now I know more of Jacy, FluBear and Ady’s secret hehehe need to know more? Bribe me ok? The next day we woke up at 1o something for our breakfast and walk around the villa. We packed and head to Seremban for the Siew Pao before going back to KL. If you been to Seremban, you might agree with us, that the road there is quite confusing lo, which we got lost. But luckily we manage to find our way to the famous Siew Pao factory. After the siew pao session, we have to head back, so sad as the Monday Blue disease slowly creeping in d.

Kekeke We didn’t take much pictures cuz we were too busy drinking :P


Adios for now. Am planning another trip now, most likely will go Boracay, Phlippines…

Spring in Cosmopolitan?

Oooo I'm back!! Hehe... Yes, I was here 6 months ago. HK is a total heaven when it comes to shopping, I don't mind even if I have to live on bread and plain water after the visit, . *Evil Grin* This time around, me and PangSaiFong decided to visit HK during spring, as the weather is more cooling. It's a shopping trip (purely shopping ok), hence it's only 4 of us (Lynned, Fionna, PangSaiFong and Me)

1st morning: Breakfast session (why am I looking elsewhere one? I wonder if there's any lengchai at the THAT direction?)

The CHEONG FUN and Pork Porridge *yummy*

Us again *outside the toilet* doin the LOOK AT US pose (PS: Don't ask me why, we like doing this)

Us again after shopping (This is only partial bits of our shopping items)

After a long, tiring day, we decided to eat Cheh Chai Min.

Superbly friendly Cheh Chai Min Aunty

Cheh Chai Min - you actually can choose which noodle and 3 dish you would like to go with *super yummy*

The next morning, tot it was superbly yau ying to wear a sundress ok..

Obviously we will need to go for Dim Sum la, since we are here d rite?

Shiny and oily egg yolk *Yummy*

Though we eat quite alot, we still go for 2nd round of yumchar breakfast because we want more of Yuen Yeung and Lai Cha before heading back to kl lo and it's still too early to shop as most of the shop here open at 10 something or 11.

My leg was super aching and I practically crawl all the way, but the moment when I'm near this stall hor, I immediately became Dash of Incredible cartoon lo *Smelly Toufu*

I like this superb huge bag, so cute rite?

Klee in leggings and crocs *super cute rite* I actually have no choice but to wear leggings with this crocs (my ballet flat abit cacat d) as the weather is abit chilling and I do not want to perform the Marilyn Monroe stunt lo.

We have more pics, but it's still stored in Lynned's camera. Trust me, there's more farnee and interesting pics there which I can't wait for Lynned to load it so I can share with you all lo. That's all for now!! Adioss

Kle3 look-a-like?

Hmmm....ok, of all of the above, I think I like me being alike as Lucy Liu.... What do you think?

MyHeritage: Family trees - Genealogy - Celebrities - Collage - Morph

Living in AMUSEMENT PARK everyday

I find it amusing how

• Some people still hanging out with the person she/he dislikes and keep bitching about how much they hated him/her
• Some people which trapped in THE POT IS CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK, keep bitching about someone else which is actually true of himself/herself
• Some people start hating him/her because he/she goes against everything he/she ever believes in, and try to change him/her, becoming someone like them. If these fails, she/he will persuade others to reject him/her because any norm which goes beyond his/her norm is weird and unacceptable
• Human can be so SELFISH, and they expected you to give it all and should not expect anything in return
• Enemies can become friends again someday, despite it’s something impossible but it does happen
• How friendships fade without you even knowing it
• People can be so deceiving though they look truthful and honest

hmmmm… the art of living

Here we go again!!!

What a way to start 2009….Tutu is injured again. I am now devastated, upset and felt so sorry what I’ve done to TUTU. SIGH X 10

This is what you should expect when LULU drive TUTU. Apparently, my uncle nicknamed me LULU when he found out about the BUKIT BINTANG and first day of collecting TUTU incidents. Am I jinxed or it’s TUTU jinxed? I have no idea, am simply lost of words. I will not explain what happened, don’t see the point of elaborate them here. Soon enough, I think COPPELIASM will be full of MISFORTUNATE OF TUTU posts. There goes all my CNY plans. And worse I can only get things fix on the 8th day of CNY when the workshop reopen. I can't drive without side mirror, which means I will need to hop onto RAPID KL again to get to work SIGH X 100