Revival of Coppeliasm

It has been almost 2 years since I last blogged; Coppeliasm is just like an abandon land with the growing grass. Now I'm back in action; with more juicy updates and you guys will see the other lights of me I believe. Not that I have not been revealing the true self of Kelly but this time around I will be bolder in expressing myself; after all I am me, ain't no one will set the limit but myself.
First update, which I believe most of you are aware of, I have finally quit N2N; the job which I have been hanging on for the last 2 years. Looking back, I have learned a great deal especially from the big boss. No matter how valuable the job experience I gained, it can never compare to the loss of quality time to spend with family and friends. This job is just too emotionally draining and it suck up all my energy; that at the end of the day all I ever wanted is a good night sleep(did I mention that I have nightmares of client coming after me practically everyday?). I stop communicating with ppl around, and I couldn't be bothered to care for the loves one cuz I'm just too tired or jaded I would say? Thank God I left, and the new job is a new chapter of my life altogether. Will post more bout this in the coming entries.
2nd update will be I am QUITTING smoking for real this time. I mean it; this for myself, my own benefits. I know I have said this many times but I will make sure I have this KPI achieve. Its been almost one week plus, and my will power is getting stronger and stronger each day. I can accompany my smoker colleagues socializing without taking a puff. Power ehh? Let's hope this will stay; please pray for me :)
I guess that's all for now mates, more to come. For those whose wondering why I am kinda MIA from FB, well you will see more of me here; specially for the closer group of friends which care enough for me and take note of my existence. Oktksbai!!

Hmmm

Really ar?

You Are Confident and Dominant

You are a very independent, do it yourself kind of person. You've had to rely on yourself. You know how to be strong for yourself and the people you love. You have a protective streak. You sometimes come off as a little assertive. You know what you want, and you're not afraid to go get it. The only thing you require from people is that they're straight with you. You are ready for the truth.

The Tree Test

Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding

The Last

Today was one of my saddest moment, facing something which I foresee this quite sometime back. Though I know it will come, but when this hit me, I can't control my emotion. I just lose my grip. I guess you're right, you have to be cruel to be kind. Thanks for being so kind to me, I really appreciate this.

Now will be the last time I'm gonna dwell on this, and I mean it.

Quote of the day *Finally I have learned the hard way when to try harder and when to walk away*

LEO and VIRGO = Power Combo

It is known that people which born under the sign of LEO tends to be pompous, patronizing, bossy and dogmatic, while for VIRGO, he/she tends to be fussy, a worrier, overcritical, harsh, and conservative
So what do you get when you combined both? That’s ME, Kelly Lee, cuz so happen my birth date sometimes falls at the end of LEO and beginning of VIRGO. Disaster isn’t it? For those who know me well enough, I’m sure the traits mentioned above is SO ME sometimes rite? Dun have to lie ok, we are kawan baik, so you better tell me the truth ok… keke
Sometimes when my life hit the rock bottom, I will keep running to ppl around me to whine, nag and complain. I get various advices from all of u but somehow being the typical me, I’m kinda stubborn you see (I know you’re nodding your head now lo). Though before I asked you guys for the next action step, I already know what I’m gonna do next and what I really want, just that I need some assurance from you guys that you will still support me no matter what. I think I will have you guys to hold my hands when I fall rite?
Ahhh… it’s just another painful struggle between heart and mind and guess wot? Usually your heart WIN.

Let’s pray for the next Saturday’s session. *Turn to Mei Li, I know I should not expect so much but somehow I can’t help it lo ok… *sigh*

PS: ATTN to Raymond Chong, this is the reply to your VIRGO post keke

想念是会呼吸的痛

Think of me,
think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye,
Remember me
Once in a while
Please promise me you'll try
When you find that
Once again, you long
to take your heart back
and be free
If you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me,
We never said our love
was evergreen,
or as unchanging as the sea,
but if you still can remember,
stop and think of me
Think of all the things
we've shared and seen
don't think about the things
which might have been
Think of me,
think of me waking,
silent and resigned
Imagine me try too hard
to put you from my mind,
Recall those days,
look back all those times,
Think of the things
we'll never do
There'll be never a day
when I won't think of you


Can anyone guess where's this taken from? Guess.... faster guess hehe